3/50 Paintings in 50 Days - Ocean of Clouds

Allowing the process to unfold is a huge part of overcoming Artistic block.  There are so many opportunities to be self-critical and for me an excuse to back out.  The 50 Days project is perfect because it forces me to do the work regardless of the outcome. I have to ignore the snide comments in my head as my inner critic tells me I am a hack.  

There was once a time when I even had to create an alter ego in order to create art.  I assigned all the bad paintings to the alter ego.  

Here's the 4th painting in my 50 paintings in 50 days challenge.

"Ocean of Clouds" - Watercolor and Gouache on paper - 15" x 11"

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Ocean of Clouds (c) 2012 Shoshanna Bauer All Rights Reserved

 

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I've started working in encaustic painting!

Encaustic_studio

I've been in Creative Mode recently.  I bought some shelving that could also become a work bench/desk for my studio. Last time I wrote about the Gouache paints  I bought.  This time I wanted to share with you a sneak peak of my Encaustic paintings.  Recently I was able to go to a fellow artist Toni Putnam's studio and get a feel for painting with wax to see if I even liked it.  As you can see it left quite an impression on me.  I've done three paintings with the wax and oil pastels so far and I am in love.  

It's taking a little while to get used to a completely different medium and I'm reminded of why I started Watercolor in the first place.

  • I'm an extremely impatient person.  I like it to be dry, now.  I like it to look good, now. I don't like to wait for things to dry, cool or cure.
  • I am a perfectionist when it comes to my work.  If it isn't perfect I will work it till it is.  With a medium such as oil, acrylic or encaustic I am able to go over a painting again and again, scraping away what I don't like and putting back in what I want. This makes for a very very long process.  With watercolor I HAVE to stop, or I will over work the piece.  I suppose this sort of painting is similar but instead of losing whites (as in watercolor) I can overwork a painting to the point it's fussy and stiff.
  • Lastly, I am very messy when I work.  Watercolor cleans up nicely. I might get some salt on the floor of the studio but big whoop.  I spill hot wax on my husband's 2005 Championship, Illini basketball sweatshirt and it's a different story. (I got it out by the way with a soft paper towel and an iron).

So aside from those things I still love the encaustic's  and it won't hurt me to try to learn to be patient, forgiving and neat.  hehe.

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Wishing for Sun

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Ending blooms
before the seed seek
just a taste of sun


The reason behind this painting stems from the fact that I suffer from Seasonal Affective Disorder or SAD. I had been cooped up in the house during a long gray and rainy week and it was my birthday. I only wanted the sun to peek out and shed some rays on my dampened spirit. I gave up and finally painted myself some sunshine. All the other dandelions in the painting are going to seed. When I was a kid blowing on dandelions granted wishes...The one lonely light green dandelion in the middle signifies the desire to fight the blues while "Wishing for Sun".

Wishing for Sun (c) 2009 Shoshanna Bauer All rights Reserved

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Filed under  //   SAD   Sun   abstract   art   contemporary   dandelion   expressionism   green   landscape   melancholy   painting   seed   watercolor   winter blues   wishes   yellow